Restrained my flood of tears

The sky's still crying everyday which ruins more planned days of mine.Anyway,this week will be drudging. And i'll be not tied down and maybe there'll be time for more blogging. Why all these? Either because i canceled all my plans or rejected several activities or being ditched by chelle :( and i cant go for the class's party tomorrow night. No fun, bitter week right?!

My mum seems busier than i am. She spends hours on the computer.Facebook addict and watches several type of dramas online everydaaaaay? I know i can never find that much things to do online. I should change.

loveeee,mandy.

Despite delay.

Good day people!
I've been quite busy lately and going through some barriers. Gotta sort them out bit by bit.There was a friendly tournament against some subang's club yesterday morning,more like an unfriendly one. Anyway,here are those left over pictures for the halloween party at jo's.


Ermm. Okay apart from that, people ;as in a lot of them are telling me about the 2012 phenomenon. Its all over the Internet,and just a prediction. What IF its true this time? im tooooo toooo young to die! Bleh.I should just watch 2012 to explore the idea of a global doomsday event coinciding with the end of the Mayan Long Count Calendar's current cycle on or around December 21, 2012.


You will still hear from me i guess. Hahaha.
loveee,mandy.

Isnt happiness a form of courage?

Let me make this a quick one! NO NO NO lightning,do not strike my laptop!Not nowww! I know i suck.haha! I went to lagoon yesterday with sara,lisa and manda. It was awesome :) And i had a hard time going home.It hasnt rained that heavily for quite some time already right. Mummy couldnt see the road even with the emergency lights on and the journey home takes about 25 minutes! omg la.Im still alive!




















I'll come back soon! Hahaaha!
loveee,mandy.

Dream Destinations.

It is pouring outside and I am surprised that i'm not sleeping. Because i dont have to attend any tuitions after i return from school after all this. So,you have your own dream destinations? Hahaha. I have a few but i'll just talk about the mattering-much one first.
IT'S AFRICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Cape town would be just fine for a simple person like me although its just the second most populous city in South Africa. Am i simple in the first place? Haha so not. And omg the safari in africa. I bet its gonna be way more fun than melaka's/thailand's ones. Those two were just heh. It was years ago so i cant recall much of the memories i had there. Alright after this,its time for the pipe dream. Oh africa! <3




Im gonna start saving to get there with........my family! hahaha if they're even interested to go there. hmmm orelse i'll get there alone.Sounds fun!
Next few destinations! :D
I'll just name them.

Colmar in France
Paris in France
Venice in Italy
Schloss Neuschwanstein in Germany
Vienna in Austria
Monte Carlo in Princedom Monaco
Cairo in Egypt

If you didnt realize,these few places are some of the most romantic places in the world. Hahaha :P Somehow i will try to attain all these dream destinations before my life ends.
Its never too late for a nap. tooooodles!

loveee,mandy

I am starting my life all over again.

august 09'

It was supposed to be another ordinary holiday in Ipoh,but a more comfortable one compared to the others because everything's over ; but i ended up attending a funeral. My grandaunty just passed away and it sure felt that she left peacefully. Oh well,it's clear that death's unexpected and life has to go on.

This trip was different because we drove to batu gajah for dinner which takes about erm 45 mins or so for dinner. I'd say their seafood is counterpart to klang's. And what makes it finer was the reasonable price. We ate about 8-9 dishes with different types of seafood for only 200 bucks? wow right. Its a village with that speciality anyway. Give it a try if you're at leisure.

loveeee,mandy.

My attitude determines my altitude.

My life before this was synonym to compressed gas in a cylinder under high pressure and the cylinder exploded yesterday. Omg it felt so great for everyone of course!
I have too much to say because im so delighted. And right now im out of words,so i'll just say whatever i can remember.

Oh yaaa! I was offered a job without even requiring me to apply or give anyone a call. But i guess i just lost it too. Hahaha

Human: Hey so how was pmr? I am sure you're pretty free after this.

me: hahah of course.

Human: So do you want to work here a not?

me: laughs inside* Will i like get paid or something? (hahaha,read on)

Human: Tsk,of course. So what do you think?

me:Aiya,lazy la. i dont want. What about december when i dont feel that lazy anymore?

Human: Aiya;(she copied my tone!!!) By then i dont need you anymore,i will have many many more students applying for it.

me:oh. Goodnight,bye.

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Hahaha i know i am not ready to work,yett. Next year perhaps when im not feeling 'lazy' anymore. Ally,see i gave you the offhand to work thereee! hahaa.
Enjoy this time off everybody!

loveeeee,mandy.

Stress
is eating me alive.

I can't take it.

I'm only fifteen

I feel like I'm fifty

Calm.

Calm.

Breathe.

Release the stress.

Breathe.